Uneasy : (

haha, mcm nk thn berak pon ade :DDD

bcoz of my high expectation over myself aka ambitious. seriously i feel sick right now. it's bcoz i havent achieve any of my goal that i aimed. so, the result is i got mad so easily over small matters and i feel Suck!! like hell. Oh God help me! i'm dying~ feel like want to throw out, feel like helpless and USELESS!!! and right now, i'm typing nonsense!! and then post it!!

Happy Eid Mubarak

Hay guys happy eid mubarak. hopes you have a wonderful celebration. and have fun!!! muah! muah! muah!

Hopes

Recently i realised that being USELESS is the most thing that i hate in this world.

So, my hope for this new semester is to become USEFUL.

So, i won't regret being a person who live in this world.

Each time i think how useless i am, i will feel damn frustrated and ignorant.

I know i'm quite slow sometimes, hard to make decision, clumsy,annoying, crazy, scary.

but please don't make me feel useless.

There must be a reason why Allah SWT let me be a part of this world.

I know i have a role to play.

Please don't make me like i never exist.. : (((

*p/s: dunno why suddenly tonight jd jiwang2 plakkn. mayb song play a big influence.

but the main point of this post is STAY AWAY FROM BECOME USELESS. (haahaa, ayt famous part 4.)

lots of kuih raya post

*sriously i have lots of kuih rayas in the making pics. i would like to share it here. i hope the intrnt won't destroy my hope..pleaseee~

*and also my HOLIDAY part 2 hasnt complete yet. owh lots of things to post.

*pstt, i already tried sketchup. i think it thousand times more easier than autocad. since i havent try autocad yet. that was my first assumption lol. :p

i'm gonna miss this boring holiday since it just another 2 weeks i'll enter UiTM back. huhuhu T_T

Done Cornflakes Cookies!!!

Today(3rd Ramadhan) da start buat cookies, since smlm da try blaja gune oven. Senang je rupenye nk gune. The first cookies mstla yg sng, cornflakes cookies~ Simple and delicious.

dry ingredient

wet ingredient

the both mixture

dibulat-bulatkn dan di golekkan die atas cornflakes

Hahahahah, bile biskut ni masak dgr my neighbour ckp ""ad bau hangitla, mane eh datang ni". saye pon terdiam smbl cover2 gelak jgn smp kuar bunyi.hahah

yg ni first time trial k. haha. manelah taw oven tu powerful sgt. standardla suhu 180c, 10-15 minutes. tp amik kaw result die.

this one first time bake gak, tp lucky skit x rentung sbb oven ni ngong skit, sebelah kanan terlebih power compare 2 belah kiri.

see, hasilnye, setelah bnyk kali bake akhirnye master gak wat bende ni.

Tryla buat biskut yg simple ni. resepi cr je kt intrnt bersepah.klu bley cr yg gune cups2 2 lg sng keje, x yah nk timbang2 leceh. Rsenye yum2 sedap.

Testing 123...(apam chocolate)

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. Makin dkt raye menjelang, mkn bnyk persiapan yg perlu dilakukan. Kepada yg sgt bersemangat seperti saye, mstla da x sbr2 nk wat kuih raye. Yela dpt oven baru kot. so bersemangatla nk masakkn?Heehee.but malangnye, saye x reti pki. da godek2tp x confident nk gune. just kene tggu my mum buat inspection dlula.

Oleh kerana semangat yg tggi dan berkobar2 utk buat kuih, saye still masak walaupun dgn menggunakan dapur gas!! mule2 nk buat chocolate volcano, pastu muffin, lame2 hasilnye jd APAM CHOCOLATE. haish nasib.

Adunan resepi confident abs main campak je basic ingredients tnpa sukat2. lambat buang mase,hehe(malas punye org).pnskn air dlm kuali, pastu letak acuan bahulu kt atas air 2. jln. biar dalam 10 minit kt atas kuali jadilah apam chocolate yg x de sukatan. utk melengkapkan lg apam yg sgt legam 2 since terlebih koko powder, saye buatla strawberry icing sbg glazingnye. abs cite. x dela busuk stok buah strawberry kt dlm peti 2.heehe,tada tgkla hasilnye dibawah ok.

my oven bley wat cermin lor.habuk skit la lame x lap

the barter

testing, nk tgk da masak ke blom~

da masak!!!

the strawberry icing glazing

tu dia siap da

Confession of A K-popper----> WHY DO I LOVE K-POP???

haha, tibe2 gambar new year. x kesahla nk tnjk gambar kpop artistsss

Woa, this is quite a hot 'goreng pisang' topic nowadays...panas2....<----kipas2

For those yg slalu bersama saya/ rapat; such as family, roomates, housemates, studiomates, batchmates, departmentmates mmg da taw that i'm a kpop 'diehardfan'. yeah, mmg isu kpop aka korean pop mmg sgt hgt skrg di Malaysia ni. ad yg suke, ad yg menyampah, ad yg benci and ad gak yg x ambik peduli.

For me i'm a fanatic type. Bak kate my ex-roomates, Sera Nabila, "Zue ni 'KOREAN FREAK'" hahaha : DDD that is really true.

So, persoalannya sekarang WHY DO I LOVE KPOP???

That's makes life interesting!!!

1. I love being different from others-(seriously syg, i da mnt kpop ni b4 the kpop wave dtg lg kt Malaysia. The reason is because I'm so damn boring to be WESTERN diehardfan. Bak kate lain i think it so boring when most of us keep listening to the same ENGLISH songs and be so proud of it and i think kite ni still mempunyai semangat mengangagungkan Barat. So, drpd i sokong the Barat's lebih sokong ASIAN RIGHT?? lg baik sokong lagu tempatanla just belum smp masenye bg saye. Tp i don't say it salah to listen to English song, just kdg2 menyampah je kt org yg rase lagu Barat is always the best, others is just SUCKS like shits.But dont worry saye masih dgr lagu tempatan and EngliSh pe, just percentage dgr lagu Korea lg tinggi la..hehehe ;pp)

2PM biased!!! recently i feel 2 pm so damn HOT. terase nk join HOTTEST la ; p

2. Kpop artist is damn hot!!-( haha, mst rmi pangkah. "ala, klu stakat wat plastik surgery x yahla nk bangge"ceh, contoh ayat. lol ade aku kesah? its entertainment world k. And we are searching 4 entertainment. asl muke cntk/ handsome sdp mate memandang dahla. da mmg keje dorang nk entertain kite. yg 2 drg punye pslla. kite sbg seorg yg bijak kenela pndi menilai mane baik mane buruk. yg buruk 2 jgnla ikut. itupon x taw nk tapis ka? apa guna ad otak? lg pon bkn nk buat laki/bini pon. tp klu da dpt 2 kire bonus+ extra workla :pp)

Belajarla selagi mampu~ woah ayat x bleyla.

3. I learnt a new language-( da rmi org ckp, "ko ni dgr lagu Korea bknnye phm pon." excuse me, saye dgr lagu korea saye cr translation k. n bcoz of that, saye dpt belajar satu lg bahase baru. lgpon lg bnyk bahasa yg kita tahu bknkah lebih bagus. x lah kite diperbodohkn nnt. Buka minda k. secara x lngsung mnt saye terhadap kpop telah menambahkn pengatahuan bahasa lain saya. kn da serampang dua mata 2. x dela 'lagha' sgt kn.)

so BEAST!!!

4. I love their dance-( klula i keep practice their dances boley kurus wo! tp memandangkn saye lmbt pick up sshla skit kn.heee . seriously i said each of their song has it's own signature dance. or other word each song has its own identity. not like the m-pop group, sorry to say this. you guys just mixed up all the kpop songs; dances and make it in one songs, sbb 2la bersepah steps korang.!!!)

Rasenye ni je kot smp skrg. sbnrye bnyk lg point, just suddenly otak x bley fokus sbb Malaysia kalah bola..huhu : (((

*Jika anda pening jgn bace. dan maaf bahasa saya sgt rojak di sini. suke hatila blog aku. bkn buat karangan BM pon. this writting is sincerely from my point of view.

*DO RESPECT OTHERS and to my studiomates sorry aku selalu memekak lagu Korea smp korang tension dan aku sgt2 mintak maaf k. I'll TRY TO CHANGE. peace V^^ V.

*+++ sbb 2la ALLAH SWT jdkn manusia ini dari pelbagai bangsa da perangai. tujuannya utk kite mengenali, memahami dan menghormati sesama kita, bkn nk bertelagah, berperang dan memboikot. Ambik yg jernih, buang yg keruh.

*I'M NOT PLASTIC FOR LOVING KPOP. I JUST SAY IT OUT LOUD ABOUT WHO AM I !!! do not misunderstood that : )

Salam~~~

yang masih mempelajari kehidupan,

zuraidah arshad